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HOLY CRAP NEVER AGAIN. *eye twitch*

With that note, finally regained my PS and IR 7.0 DD!!!

Ah... good times, my tablet is finally out of storage too!

Now all I need to do is start drawing again.

P.S.: Yes my adv has my name on it. It's translucent and gets darker with time, and yes you probably cant read it AT ALL.

That is all.

I have many to make this year.

For one, I'm now 21 years old. What does that mean? True, legal, freedom.

Also, true, legal, fear.

I have to start worrying about myself now... School, work, driving, housing, etc.

There's many things I need to finish and some I need to start... Basically, however, I need 2009 to be a new and fresh experience so that I can look into myself and see what needs to go, what needs to stay, and what need to be fixed.

So far I haven't even acknowledged the new year, I suppose. But then again, it's just a new year, a continuation of something we call time... An inconclusive version of growth...

So do I have any resolutions?

I asked myself this very question the other day...

No I don't think so, not just yet anyway.

I need to work on some things though.

I need to become more independent.

I need to focus on my education, a lot.

I need to become a healthier individual, mind, spirit, AND body.

I need to find myself a bit.

I need to start reading again, often.

I need to clear my head of things.

I need to break attachments with some of my past.

I need to make attachments with my future.

I need to realize many things I haven't even thought of yet.

I need to excel.

Overall, I can forsee myself accomplishing these things. All I have to do is follow that future as close as possible.

It may take me through dangerous situations, it make my life easier, or it may completely reduce me into the smallest thing a person can be; whatever it does, I MUST follow it. Now.

I love many people in my life... Hopefully they can love me with the changes to come. If not, I must continue on, they will realize; we all do, it just takes [time].

Sup guys?

Really, that's great.

I'm aforementioned.

So let's get to the things at hand, shall we?

I can't type at the moment, which is kind of annoying if you know what I mean? I am frantically addicted to House, and I believe it's a good thing, I'm enjoying it just because it's comforting white noise. I don't necessarily pay attention to every scene and every frame and every sentence in the show, but I can totally tell you what it was about. Hell, maybe even the disease the main person they were diagnosing had, usually.

So yeah, I'm addicted to House M.D.

Whateva.

I miss school and hate my job, also, just because I want to let people know, I am currently working at my local Target store.

They don't check the coinage in the registers, so if you work there too and want to steal you some quarters... Go for it. I'm not condoning stealing, lol, but I just know these things. I also have never stolen any money from Target, believe it or not, and don't plan to anytime soon.

What else can I talk about Target about... They told us not to ever reveal our job and the fact that we worked there, it's late and I'm enjoying myself.

Oh here's one:

This is our return policy as of NOW:

-You can return ANYTHING, used, broken, water damaged, etc., to the store with a valid receipt. (Which, is a receipt that hasn't expired, check the damn thing, it says it right on the top.)

-You can return anything UNDER 35 USD with your driver's license, passport, or state issued ID. Twice. Every twelve months.
That means, if you do a return with your ID in January, and then one in March. You won't be able to use the next one UNTIL March.

-Managers (aka: Team Leaders)have no overrides. None. Zip. Nada. Don't ask for one.
WE DON'T DO EXCEPTIONS.

-We can also look up your transaction (see: receipt) with your form of payment.
SO, if you payed with a Debit card, a Credit card, a Check, a Money Order, or a Gift Card, or Registry Purchase Log (print it at the kiosk) WE CAN LOOK IT UP.

However, not on the day it was purchased.

Also, a tip for returning things with a Gift Receipt, if you change the first number from a 2 to a 5 (receipt ID #) you magically get the original receipt number.

Comes in handy when you don't want to shop at Target but do want your money back from a double gift or whatever.

I'm tired and I have a good idea for a drawing, so goodnight.

Not really, just sneeze.

So apparently I'm sick again, no matter how much I like to deny it.

Also, I'm not too sure how I'm paying for college... o_o;;

Triple also, my mom is one of the most illogical beings I have ever met.

With that being said, she's more logical than most.

I'm thinking of trading in my new car; I love it to death, it's a 2007 Volkwagen (yes, I had to spell that out) Rabbit (aka Golf). I lurves it. However, with my current insurance/car bill/wages being earned.... I can't afford to move out. This is, a problem, a conundrum.

I want to keep my car, but it's holding me back (in some ways).

T_T

In other news, I'm looking for a better paying job, any takers? I can write! Design! Physical labor? >_> I hate you all and your industries.

Unless you want to give me a job, then you're awesome!

French is going well, I missed that language.

Somehow, it's also helping me with my Spanish, Japanese, and English all in one stone. With that being said, it's the salt mines, not the salt mills.

Phone bill, oh phone bill, why must you be so high? Can't you see that I can not be, responsible for these payments... why? So I got a new cell phone, big woop, I don't even have it right now. Confess, I must, for I lost the valuable thing at a friend's and have not seen, it, since.

That was really really bad.

I don't sing much.

Especially through blog...

I wish I had my dog back.

Damned unconditional love.